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While I am suffering in this mass delusion,

Must my mind race in total confusion?

What the hell is this Illness no man can cure?

And is it an Illness I am just not sure,

Why am I plagued with such suffering and hate?

What is to become of me what is my fate?

To live a life of torment I have been bound,

What happened to my mind that was once sound?

Just tell me why do I hear and see things that just are not there?

Is there no man on earth to make it clear?

Why does the answer feel so near?

Must I really live life not knowing the truth must I live in fear?

This Illness is doing nothing more then causing me stress,

Why must my life be such a mess?

I go to therapy I take a pill,

For a very long time I have been told hey your mentally Ill,

Why can’t I just accept that and try to move ahead?

Yet everyday I hear I want to see you dead,

Why can’t these delusions just go away for good?

I just wish In my heart I really understood,

I have done everything in my power to try to break this curse,

I just hope I survive this Illness and it doesn’t get worse.